covering the mountains
and the forests
and then suddenly
the weather changed
from sun to rain
and it has caused this weight
inside me
that is difficult to bear
is it my heart
is it my body
is it my mind
I wonder
what do I
carry with me
but my life
and my memories
and the dullness of the weather
is a curse
how it causes me to sink
like a boat
how difficult it is
to stay afloat
and life is like some
whirlpool of pain
drawing me in
and then I think of children
how they take this
and I tell myself
the same way I took it
and became what I am
and the skies I feel are frozen
in my mouth
and the Earth I think is falling
beneath my feet making me fall too
and I feel everyone who lived before me
and will live after me in my body
as I tumble in the air
before I reach the final lair
where death puts its crown on me
and of all the sorrow I am finally free.