crumpled in the corner
the mind is all slit eyes
and the green and
golden world
is relaxing
remembering so many
days gone past
so many people
who walked the Earth
as it blinks and blinks again
and I met my ailing father
and stayed with him
and my sister
for a few days
he cannot speak now
he is bed ridden
and has a tube in his throat
and another in his stomach
through which he is fed
but he was very happy
to see me
all those days
and we kissed each other
when I left
and I felt he was like a boy
helpless
and now I know
how weak you become
with illness and age
after seeing my mother die
and now my father
in this condition
and he has pain
swallowing his own saliva
and I know the sadness
he feels over the whole thing
I saw the tears in his eyes
and him wiping them
and tears welled up in mine too
and he took my hand and put
it on his chest and patted it
and I remembered the old days
when I was small
and sometimes slept next to him
and then he felt
so much love for me
he did the same thing
he took my hand and putting it
on his chest patted it
and I remember
his masculine smell
which I loved
and was not there now
perhaps because
he couldn’t bathe as before
and the nurse
was getting ready
with the warm water
to give him a sponge bath
and I told my father we’ll meet
again soon and he nodded
his head and we shook hands
and surprisingly there was still strength
in his grip and I left for home
and now here in Kumily
as I write this I think of him
and the leaves outside sway gently
in the breeze
and the birds chirp
and say don’t worry
he’ll be alright again
and hope blooms
like a flower in my heart
and I smell
its life giving fragrance
and lift my eyes to the light
in the sky.