we go
from life to death
on and on
we keep coming
through the years
and turn
into ghosts
in the firmament
and one day
there will be
no one.
we go
from life to death
on and on
we keep coming
through the years
and turn
into ghosts
in the firmament
and one day
there will be
no one.
I ate my face
I was driven
so insane
the whole world
had gone mad
and everything
was collapsing
unto itself
like life
was trying
to undo itself
like death.
my mind
my body
useless
the universe
useless
this life
this death
there is
really
no meaning
there is
nothing.
inside my mind
which soon begins
burning wildly
and I am
in such agony
I bash my head
against a wall
again and again
and again
till I bleed
to death.
than life
not being anything
non-existence
seems like
the most beautiful
thing
like air
something
you can see
through
and so simple
no joy
no pain
nothing till
the end of time
and after it
just an absence
forever
so faithful
so kind.
as I walk along
the road
and squeezes
my neck
and I know
there is no
surviving this
huge wild ogre
and I can hear
it roar
and see flames
coming out
of its mouth
and then
it eats me
its big teeth
grinding me
to death.
and pieces of it are falling
into a bowl
someone killed me
and is cooking me
and then
I remember the world
how it rose like a demon
how I screamed in terror
as it cut my throat
with its fingernail
and I bled
trembling to death
and now I can hear its
stomach growling
I can hear it making
happy noises
as I and others
are meshed together
and I lose myself
completely
and get blended
with everyone
before we are thrown
into boiling oil
though that doesn’t
make any difference to us
now that we are dead
and to nothing wed.
my body doubled over
and my mind went blank
with disillusionment
the world
with its wickedness
its evil history
has made me so desolate
and broken
I want to pluck
my heart
from my chest
and throw it away
I want death
I don’t want to take
another breath.
and the days go by
like the pages
of a book closing
so fast
I don’t understand
my life
but that is no matter
my mind is hurt
my body diseased
and the world
is tasteless
in my mouth
and I have
had enough
of this universe
that kills us all
and I dream
of death
as a beautiful moon
that will come
and take me soon.
leads me along
golden avenues
where children cycle
and it lifts me
into trees
where the birds sing
and then it gives me
wings to fly
and over the seas
I glide serene
my mind as cool
as water
and my body
light as air
making me happy
and without a care
and thereafter
my life
is spent merrily
like this
till death takes me
with a loving kiss.